♥ Friday, June 24, 2005 ♥
Finally de Orientation Week is over le.. haha.. Finally I can slp early le.. hehe.. juz Ended Orientation Games.. 1st was Sacry la, but LUCKY got Wymen to PROTECT mi sia.. or mi alrady kana EATEN by a MONSTER sia.. haiz.. den he is my Lao Gong sia.. haha.. funni.. after everything, Wymen & Mi went outside to haf Lunch.. suppose to haf Jasmine Shui & Zhou Rui de.. but den dunnoe where they went DATING le la.. haha.. soo Wymen & mi went to eat lor.. haf soo much fun sia.. he is a Lamer sia.. haha.. den later went back to SRC wait 4 Zhou Rui & Jasmine Shui.. this Albert got nthing better to do sia.. haiz.. he spit his Kou Sway on a Doll Dog & ask us to SMELL sia.. Er Xin Sia.. den later de couple cum back le.. Albert ask them to SMELL.. haha.. den later throw de Dog ard sia.. play until 5.30pm we left SRC Room.. haha.. Den Wymen, Zhou Rui, Jasmine Shui & mi went to Chop Chop & eat.. haha.. had soo much fun there sia.. haha.. been Stress for soo long le.. finally can play until like Siao Siao ger like tt.. haha.. k la.. wanna to end here le.. =P
Memories of Ang3l
♥ Wednesday, June 22, 2005 ♥
2day woke up at 7.30am.. haiz coz my Lesson start at 9am.. had Discussion of my project.. hehe.. I told my friend tt: "Think on de Bright SIDE man.. hehe.." den later went outside of school to eat.. long time no eat tt store le.. miss those food man.. hehe.. den later went back to school 4 LAN lesson.. tt Lesson was fun man, but den the USB cable make mi soo Sia Sway sia.. haha.. coz we do de wrong thing.. haha.. den later went 4 General Meeting.. haiz.. soo ANGRY sia.. 1st thing go in Auditorum, pple no say " HI! " to mi at all instead say " Marval, Where's My Leaveform?" Wa Koaz!! Like I their Maid huh.. I could not take it le, I Scold de SC members.. hehe.. but muz Thanx to Richard also.. coz without his Encouragement, I dun think I can be soo Xiong.. hehe.. but den later 4get le.. coz tt Alvin la.. Chop my hand, den I chase him ard de sch.. haha.. play Hide & Seek sia.. haha.. of coz Destress le.. haha.. den later destress le.. hehe.. den help Yi Zhuang to Find Poster.. den later They did a GOOD job.. hehe.. COZ I dun haf Yi Su Xi Bao de.. haha.. Bleahx.. Haiz.. I tot I not going to cry le.. but den saw de Msg.. Read Finish de Msg, Tears starting to drop le.. haiz.. I'm not HURT becox u LIE to mi.. I HURT is becoz U tell mi DIRECTLY!! Is not becoz our friendship not strong lor.. I dun mind u dun TELL mi abt it.. Coz I already noe it, Juz not telling anybody abt it.. I juz wanna to Keep inside my heart & dun let anybody to noe it.. Coz If u noe tt I noe le, wad R u going to do.. Tell mi, Sorry I cant Love u at all I love her.. den our Friendship will turn SOUR.. and U wanna to see mi CRY infront of U!! but PREATENDING something nv happen is hard.. coz wearing 2 MEASK is not tt easy.. but now is more WORSE.. Dun u think tt I'm not even toking to u.. tts wad I dun wan it to HAPPEN.. U dun haf to say SORRY INFRONT of mi at all.. coz de HURT is there le & Since u noe is not de time to tell mi, den u shld not let mi noe any SINGLE clue abt it.. Even a DUMB person noe hu u R toking abt.. no matter wad HAPPENS U haf arlly STAB in my HEART le.. and somemore I dun think tt u dunnoe anything abt my feelings.. Since u noe, Y muz u HURT mi soo DIRECTLY!! Let's juz 4get it k.. I dun rlly wish to tok abt it.. I juz wanna to 4get it & finish this Yr & get on wif my LIFE.. tts wad I wish 4!! Friends of coz I wanna to Contuine.. coz to mi Friends is veri IMPORTANT!!
New Goal: Juz wanna to Get on wif my life, finish my ITE get into Poly, contact some friends from ITE, be a HAPPIER person, Cherish My True Friends!!
PS: Sorry, If by reading this Blog makes u all Sad, Angry or wadever feelings, I Rlly sorry.. coz this is wad I feel.. soo mani Problems happen at de same time, I dun think I can be calm at all.. is rlly veri STRESSFUL!!
Hope Tml is a Brand New Day 4 the NEW MARVAL!!
Memories of Ang3l
♥ Tuesday, June 21, 2005 ♥
2day super Tired sia.. haiz.. coz ystday slp at 5am coz I writing Leaveform 4 2days ma.. sianz.. den later wake up at 6.30am to go sch.. sianz sia.. soo TIRED man.. but is okie la.. coz I finally can see my Japanese Hunks ma.. den later something HAPPEN sia.. Our MC is SICK.. wa koaz.. haiz.. no CHOICE but to cal Pinto to cum down & replace Albert..den got Pinto into trouble, coz he got a warning for not attending Class.. haiz.. soo POOR thing sia.. den later at 12.50, went to Welcome de Japanese Huck + Kawaii gers.. hehe.. den Learn a new came called "Jan Gen Bun" (Sissors, Paper, Stone) fun sia palying with them.. in my haf 6 gers.. but I onli can remember same name la.. hehe.. Uko, Rumi, Papa, Chi, Coco, dunnoe le.. hehe.. they veri fun + cute sia.. haha.. but be4 going to SRC to haf Refreshment, the 6 gers Invite mi to de stage to take pic wif them.. haha.. I too Kawaii le ma.. hehe.. tts wad they cal mi la.. this time mi no say myself le lor.. But there is mani pple JEALOUS sia.. coz I'm de onli person they wan to take PIC wif.. haha.. den later went to SRC, again take pic.. but this time, They include the MC's.. haha.. it was exchanging gift time.. YEAH!! My fav part sia.. coz I eying on a guy soo HANDSOME.. haha.. den got 2 gift.. went to Exchange it wif a Ger( Which is my grp de) den exchange it wif tt guy.. haha.. SUPER happi sia.. den later, Uko wanna to exchange my SC badge wif her School Badge.. soo Change lor.. den later Coco gif mi a Friendship Band.. haha.. It was de time 4 them to go home le.. haiz.. but on de way home, de 6 gers took a Individual pic wif mi.. haha.. soo HAPPI sia.. den brought them up de bus, but be4 tt, they Shake My Hands & Hugging mi While shouting sia.. all 6 of them like tt.. haha.. This Batch of gers veri fun to play wif sia.. haha.. den later I noe something tt I finally can GIF UP le.. There is nthing for mi to sad, disappointed abt le.. coz Since they wan it to be tt way, FINE.. dun ever think tt WE R de 1's tt wrong.. den I told her tt, Think on de Bright Side man.. We can DO IT de!! no matter wad, Cannot Let pple LOOK down on us man.. hehe.. I think abt all the Problems le, I finially can set my mind le, tt is : Study Hard, Bing Zhe Liang Xin to do things, Dun ever look back, Stay away frm getting hurt, Need 2 true Friend in school can le,coz outside de sch, I still got My Kor Kor, Jie Jie, Tuna, Jun Xian, Samuel, & my close COUSINs.. soo I'm not tt Lonely at all wad.. hehe.. I finally can think far le.. coz I dun feel any thing at all.. coz I finally say all my problems out le. nthing is kept inside my heart le.. is not tt stressful at all.. Although de ROAD I going through is veri TOUGH, But I will always tell myself : "Marval, U can do it de.. Be Strong Be Brave.. No matter how HARD de road can be, U can WALK pass through it de.." k la wanna to end here le.. =P
Memories of Ang3l
♥ Monday, June 20, 2005 ♥
1st day of sch was abit Sianz.. haiz.. Juz go sch take Time-table and chat 4 awhile den was Dismissed be4 9.20am.. went to eat at Canteen.. coz my Teacher say cannot go out of de school.. Contuine to read MY BLOG.. there will be 3 BLOWS I haf been Suffing..
1st Blow: SC Problem..
Ever since de Sack List haf Cum out, mani pple Think tt I was de 1 whu do the SACK LIST!! I say 1 last TIME: This SACK LIST is not I do de & also got nthing to do WIF mi!! The Onli thing tt DO wif mi is got de LIST and CALL u ALL!! BUT do u think is EASY 4 mi? NO OKIE!! coz I'm calling my own BATCH kkz.. U dunnoe how HURTFUL am I ma.. of coz u all DUNNOE la.. coz U nv CALL IT URSELF K!! NOW no matter HOW I explain u all still DUN belief mi at all.. I amit tt I HATE some pple from de SACK LIST, BUT Wo shi Bing Zhe Liang Xin to do de REPORT.. SC IS SC.. PERSONAL is PERSONAL.. Heard frm pple say wad I been Bride from Tiffany & Alvin.. Please, U all noe mi for abt 1yr 6mth le.. I'm I this KIND of PERSON!! If u all think This WAY, I got nthing to say le.. Is anli Disapointed onli.. As for Relation PPLE, U all can Check ur ATTANDCE BOOK lor.. I did not Bluff or go & Edit lor.. u all can see de.. is Black & White de.. End here..
Mi: last 2days been crying again, haiz.. WORSE of all I did something tt is STUPID, SILLY, FOOLISH even my KOR KOR SOCLD mi haiz.. I REN for 2hours den my tears went dropping down my eyes.. haiz.. i always tell myself tt: Marval u Haf to be Strong, Dun cry 4 him le.. Coz he DUN noe how u FEEl at all!! I also wanna SAY Thanx to a FRIEND tt was there I need her when I need some1 there for mi.. When Finally I could not Take it ANYMORE.. At de Bottom, is all I want the both of them to noe & some of My FRIENDS!!
2nd Blow: Love Problem..
To my Ger Friend: Thanx for Being truth to be.. Lucky U r not de 1 tt told mi abt it.. As I told u Be4.. If 1 day, 2 friend happen to fall In with de same guy, I willing to GIF up.. How HURTFUL it is, I will always put Friendship in de 1st Place.. So u dun haf to be scared of wad.. coz we still FRIENDS!! And before I end, I wanna to say this: He rlly Like u alot.. coz he is veri concern abt u kkz.. dun haf to worry abt other pple at all , MOST Important is juz FOLLOW ur heart.. I also say before, I love a PERSON, dun wish to get any LOVE back from him.. He Happi can le.. tts all I ask BACK..
To My Guy Friend: I rlly HATE u ALOT!! not becoz U dun LOVE mi, IS u haf HURT mi DIRECTLY!! sometimes THINGS dun haf to be soo DETAILED de kkz.. u dun haf to LIE to mi 1 de lor.. coz I noe le.. somethings dun haf to show out DOES not MEAN tt I dunnoe at all KKZ!! wad HURT mi is u cum & tell mi & not OTHER pple.. U dunnoe HOW HURT it can be MA? I dun WISH to noe anything de LOR.. coz I dun wanna to NOE it at ALL from de STARTING at ALL..
3rd Blow:
And Please I dun think U onli noe mi lor, there is mani pple u noe.. U can ask them 4 T_ _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ _... If u think Like tt is juz normal friend ASKING, I dun think soo k.. 1 Day u try la.. LET mi tell u THIS I dunnoe anything, DUN ASK MI 4 ADVICE le.. My onli ADVANCE is Communicate.. If u got PROBLEM nx time, PLEASE look 4 other pple.. coz every SINGLE thing ABT de BOTH of u dun WISH to noe.. THANX!!
To My FRIENDS: Lucky U all did not tell mi anything, ONCE u all noe de NEWS!! coz if u EVER tell mi abt it, I WILL HATE u all!! coz it is HURTFUL + I dun wish to noe abt it!! There is something I wanna ask for a Favor, tt is : DUN EVER ASK MI HOW I FEEL K!! coz I juz dun wanna to think abt it..
Mi: All I wan to do now is, Consentrate on My STUIDES + SC.. other things I dun wanna to care le.. Juz wanna this Yr to end FASTER and go POLY.. tts wad I wish for my LAST SEM.. coz in this SCHOOL, too mani sad things happen le.. dun wish to LOOK back at all, coz No1 will care abt u.. saw a Show called "Zhen Qing" saw a SENTANCE: "If Love a person soo HURTFUL, den I rather choose not to FALL in EVER AGAIN.." Maybe I will be like tt ba..
Today NICK of de DAY --->
(L) Ang3l[~~ LOVE SUX!! {mY h3art Ha$
g0t @n0th3r + aNotHeR w0unD} ~~] (L)
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Memories of Ang3l
♥ Friday, June 17, 2005 ♥
haiz.. Ystday was a LOUSY DAY!! make mi rlly Angry + Sad.. coz heard some things den make mi think is LAME + STUPID.. haiz.. I cried for de night and fall alseep.. wadever la.. But all I can say wadever happen tml will change the Relationship in our Class.. But I hope tt will not happen la.. coz SC is SC, Classmate is Classmate.. wadever happen tml, is SC things bot Personal stuff.. and wadever I say is based on the prove I have.. I did my best to help u all le.. tts all I can say.. if u all wish to BLAME mi, I cant say anything le.. Hope Tml will not be a BAD day 4 mi like I dream le.. Wish it will Turn out Good ba.. k la.. wanna to End here le.. tts all bye..
PS: SC GM at 9.30AM at AVA ROOM 1..
Memories of Ang3l
♥ Wednesday, June 15, 2005 ♥
WOW.. sick for 2 weeks le.. still haf not recover.. sianz sia..left 4 more days to school reopen le.. soo sianz sia.. =P ystday my RESULT out le.. did Imporve la.. but den nv get de GPA I wanted.. but is okie la.. coz nv drop can le.. hehe.. or u ALL will see My face in de newspaper.. =X hehe.. but to THOSE pple hu did badly: " JIA YOU!! Dun gif up yet.. still got 1 more SEM to CHONG.. kkz? So Let's GET our Brain off de RESULT & CHONG for the LAST SEM!!" "COME ON BABY!!" "GO GO GO" haha.. some pple will understand wad those sentance means.. Next Week Japanese Hunckz cuming our school.. hehe.. soo happi sia.. coz they all very very cool.. soo Kawaii.. hehe.. k la, wanna to end here now.. =P
Memories of Ang3l
♥ Sunday, June 12, 2005 ♥
WOW.. been soo long nv update my blog le.. hehe.. kkz.. Let mi Think.. Erm.. been going back to school ever SINCE de School CLOSE.. haiz soo sianz.. becoz of this, I fall sick.. Wa Koaz.. den not onli tt, Went to Reborn my HAIR.. haha.. Nice la.. coz Marval Lee wad.. hehe.. went Wif Cythia.. No1 I super CLOSE friend saw onli Xue Zhen.. hehe.. den 2day went to work.. there is onli 1 word to discript.. TIRED!! STUPID sia.. Singapore Sales already Extended le, still wanna to rush 4 wad.. haiz.. den I kana 3 CUT from my hand.. so PAIN sia.. haiz.. hehe.. Ystday I was Lucky got pple fatch mi home From WORK.. haha.. I bully him sia.. ASK him to carry my BAG.. hehe.. nvm la.. coz mi always bully those GUYS tt is CLOSE to mi de.. =P but dun Xiang Y Y hor.. hehe.. juz normal friend friend.. before I end, on my way home, I was listening to my MP3 Playwer.. den Heard This SOng YONG QI.. sang by Liang Jing Ru.. this song is SUPER meaningful sia.. Love it alot.. Everything u do, U need Strength.. I think, All I need now is Strength to let mi PASS thorugh this LOVE CRISIS.. hehe.. k la end here.. haf to slp early, coz tml haf to go Shopping wif the Tiffany until 10pm.. haiz..
Memories of Ang3l
♥ Sunday, June 05, 2005 ♥
Wow.. start this week.. soo TIRED man.. run here and there.. SERVE 5 CUSTMOERS at a time.. sux sia.. haha.. heard tt Valentino Creations de company is going to CLOSE down.. hehe... haiz.. soo POOR thing sia.. sold lots of pairs of shoe.. hehe.. 2day went to Xue Zhen Work place.. near my Workplace soo dun mind.. chat wif her + acc her until finish WORK den we both go makan.. hehe.. den later went home le.. hehe.. MAKE Mi wait for 3 DAYS.. den gif mi a SENTANCE!! =.= mi nthing le la.. coz now to mi, is like this NICK!!
Today NICK of de DAY --->
Ang3l [~~ Nth|nG |ntr3st m| @t
@LL~~ {h3art Ha$ D|3d} ]
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♥ Friday, June 03, 2005 ♥
Ystday went back to school.. haiz.. abit sianz sia.. but den is was ok la.. coz I tricked Suren to cum down.. haha.. den can acc mi wad.. he also haf to cum to sch in de afternoon also.. den later went to eat lunch in SP.. Wa Kaoz, Suren wan to walk there sia.. den walk lor, maybe stand under de sun too long le den make mi sick ba.. coz I got Fever + Cough.. haha.. den went back to sch at 2pm.. haf to do Secretary thing.. haha.. den went home rest le.. chat wif Xue Zhen in de net until 2.15am.. long ba.. haha.. noe lots of stuff also.. and Xue Zhen Jia You!! Dun anyhow think RUBBISH!! haha.. had a Dream on Wednesday night, is I cry Until no more tears, Blood starting to DROP.. lame rite.. haha.. =P Juz wake up.. AFTERNOON to Ever1.. haha.. tml starting to work le.. WoW, time rlly can pass sia.. I slack at home for 3 weeks le.. hehe.. I haf to be Strong le.. cannot be soo WEAK and also muz show De Whole World Guys without a STEAD I can still live & not staying at home CRYING!! hehe..
Today Nick of de DAY -->
Ang3l [~ Wh3N t3@r$ DrY uP, b|o0d |s $taRt|ng
t0 Dr0p!! {h3art h@s f|LL w|f $car}~]
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♥ Thursday, June 02, 2005 ♥
2day went to concert rehearsal.. had somethings happen la.. mani quareeling.. but den later nthing rlly happen la.. went to eat den go home le.. abit moodless la.. but hu cares.. haha.. is my problem.. dun rlly wan any1 to noe abt it.. coz FRIENDS to MI has rlly lost TRUST le.. onli left wif 2 TRUSTED pple.. maybe in life there's shld be little TRUSTED friends ba.. coz when u haf too mani, they may betrayed u in de END!!
Today my nick will be:
Ang3l [~ mY h3@rT h@s $t0p b|33d|ng c0z d3 p@|n
Ha$ b3cuM nUmB!! {h3art h@s f|LL w|f $car}~]
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